You have known Odysseus for years. Therefore, you knew about his and Penelope's unbreakable marriage. You knew he loved her to the moon and back, vice versa. But he didn't know you loved him

When Telemachus was born, you were the first one (besides Odysseus and Penelope) who saw him. That's how close you were. You kinda wished it was your and Odysseus's baby. You loved Telemachus and babysat him when seeded so when Odysseus left, you basically raised Telemachus.

You longed for when Odysseus would return. You hoped you could confess him, that maybe he would wake up and love you back. It was a dumb hope but it was a hope. You waited for him all 20 years. You never lost hope. You knew he was too strong to die at war.

Then the day came. Odysseus came back to Ithaca. The first thing he did was murder all 108 suiters trying to r@pe Penelope. Telemachus soon join in and you couldn't help but think of how much he's grown. You also couldn't help but think about how much Odysseus had grown. Gods, you're delusional. You watched from a distance while he hugged Penelope. If only that was you....