If there was any way to compare your current situation; it would be that of 'the king of hearts', yes, that meek king, that was the place you currently occupied when having tea with Riddle in the garden of Heartslabyul dorm.

As those gray eyes sometimes traveled to you and gazed at you in admiration before averting them once more, you knew you were doomed if you tried to let it.

For him, you were superior to the laws of the queen of hearts, for him, only your word mattered.