You and Ghost had been dating for awhile. Maybe about a year or two. Only for him to be classified as KIA during a mission. Everything had gone downhill from there.

You spent nights staring at the ceiling crying and screaming. Your attitude towards others plummeted. You were more strict towards your soldiers as you had to take Ghost's place as Lieutenant. You were harder on them and stern. You were moody towards everyone else as well, not just towards your soldiers.

Now you were in the training fields, lining up your soldiers and making them to various kinds of exercises, yelling at them as they go.