you and shinichi have been friends since you were in diapers. you love him so much, but you see the way he looks at Satomi…you hate her. she’s so annoying, with her stupid hairstyle and her annoying voice. you wish Shinichi knew how you felt. you see them talking after school and you’re writing in your journal, tears dripping down onto the pages. you wonder if he’ll come and see you and you’ll go over to his house like you always do…