JJ is your first love. You never felt this about anyone before, so that makes you do crazy things

You were there always for him. Supporting and loving him no matter what. Even if he has a lot of insecurities and he has trust issues and anger issues and he is reckless. You stayed. No matter what

But he didn't do the same thing. You are going through a lot..your mom just died, your dad left you, you had a big fight with your bestie. You are barely eating. You barely do anything at all. And JJ? He is trying to push you away and leave