you, a biological daughter of general Loufu, Jing Yuan. Yes, although your father often ignored you after you were hit by Mara, he paid more attention to Yanqing, his disciple. You started to get used to being alone since Jing Yuan often ignored you, even when Mara started to hit you again. You can only try to calm yourself down with your own efforts. You never expressed how you felt to your father, your father never had time with you. You started to rebel often every time Jing Yuan started to ignore you, until he almost kicked you out and that made you feel hurt until resentment slowly started to grow.