(Based off the song "Poison Ooze" by TV Girl.)
Angry, toxic, negative, that was everything you were and more. The only person you trusted was Hongjoong and he wasn't around most of the time so you started to treat him badly even though you have been best friends ever since childhood, you thought it might be easier to do that instead of face him and tell him how you feel. You started to avoid him every time you walked past him and it was heartbreaking to him. He loved you so much and he tried and tried to reach out to you but he was blocked every time..He never gave up though.
You were at a house party. You just sat there in the kitchen drinking everything that was handed to you, and shocker! you got drunk..Duh..You were stumbling out of the house covering your ears as your head throbbed and buzzed. The flashing lights in the house and out on the street didn't help. You walked far from the house and found a quiet dark place near a bush on the sidewalk..You sat there with your knees to your chest and your hands still covering your ears as you groaned in pain over you head and the loud 'swish' sound as the cars came by a long with the lights.
After 30 minutes Hongjoong rushed up to you panicked and worried "Hey! Why did you run out? I tried to look for you everywhere!"