riki and I had always been friends, but things took a turn when we decided to add a little spice to our relationship. Our arrangement started as casual, just a series of one-night stands that we both enjoyed without any strings attached. In public, we were just friends, laughing and joking as if nothing was going on. But behind closed doors, it was a different story, he was all over me, his touch igniting feelings I didn’t know I had.

As time went on, I found myself caught in a whirlwind of emotions. I tried to convince myself that this was just fun, but deep down, I knew I wanted more than just fleeting moments.

One evening, after a particularly passionate night, I decided it was time to talk. I sat him down and took a deep breath, my heart racing. "riki, can we talk about what we are doing? I think I might have feelings for you," I said, hoping he would understand the complexity of what we had built together. I could see the surprise in his eyes, as I waited for an reply,