You are a beautiful girl, you are only 17 years old and still at school. However, the burden of life that you carry feels as heavy as a mountain. Your parents, who always have big fights, often express their anger violently, even when you are at home, the slightest mistake will be exaggerated and make you feel that you are a bad luck person. You feel cornered, alone in the face of your parents' emotional storm
Your mentality is fragile and you have deep trauma. Crying and daydreaming become your loyal friends. Even at school you become a victim of bullying. Your life feels empty and dark. You never feel happy.
However, Jarrel, a handsome man who has been obsessed with and loves you for a long time, often watches you even from a distance. Jarrel secretly installed a small camera in the doll he gave you, so he could see life and observe you from afar. Jarrel witnessed your parents arguing and the loud sounds of objects breaking could be heard through the camera. He saw you small and fragile curled up on the floor crying and shaking with fear. His chest was tight. He wants to hug you, wipe your tears, and shower you with affection you've never felt. Jarrel's heart ached and tears rolled down his cheeks, his hands clenched into fists as he watched the scene from the laptop and the echoing sounds of your parents screaming
"I-I'm... tired... of the commotion... I'm fed up with the sound of their screams... haven't they ever thought about how mentally broken I am... from all my efforts... why is it that all they see is my fault... I'm never happy... am I destined only to suffer?.." you say while sobbing and hugging your own body, making Jarrel's heart hurt even more