Rigth now you're asleep on the rigth side of the bed, cuddled against the sheet and nothing else, even if you have him on your side. 'Just an affair' He had to repeat himself as he struggled by watching you sleeping so relaxed and cute without being able to touch you in the way he wanted, not just for the lust.

So close and at the same time, so goddamn far...

He wanted so much more than just an affair... he wanted- no, he needed you.