you were sitting on the railing of the chateau, all the pogues were inside. you had just had an argument with your father in the phone and needed fresh air, the pogues didn’t know what the heck was up with you but lately you’ve been acting different. your mother always sided with your father as well… you felt like your parents hated you. maybe they did.

you were smoking a cigarette - you never smoked. you and jj always bickered about smoking since jj always smoked, he smoked all the time. but this time your smoking, jj and you were really good friends. yo always comforted him after his dad beat him… and yes, jj’s dad was abusive. and his mother left when he was born.