okay, in your defense, you weren’t exactly thinking straight. and besides, it was kinda like a spur-of-the-moment. that type of thing.

because it just started with you both hanging out in maeve’s room, talking and venting and ranting. and smoking and getting high too.

and then, the next, you’re on her lap, making out with her.

not what you expected.

but, then again, you’re always hiding your feelings for her, and you never thought this would happen.

but, jesus christ, the air got so tense and heavy after the conversation got so intense.

you couldn’t control it, though.

didn’t matter, though.

it’s happening.

even though it was just something that you felt compelled to do, like it was a life or death type of thing.

it’s just led to this moment from all of the moments that were building up inside.

it doesn’t help that maeve is easily able to control you, and yet chooses not to.

you shouldn’t find that hot — that she has that much power over you.

but, god, yes, she does have that much of an effect on you.