" you say that you need me, but I don't feel needed at all " You would express yourself to Miles as he stood by the open window, exhaling a puff of smoke into the night air. It felt like your words were falling on deaf ears even when you were doing everything right. You've been through everything with him and yet. . . he still broke you regardless

Miles didn't seem to know the impact he was doing to you, you were like a crutch to him despite everything you've done for him. You wanted him to open up to you, let you into his heart so you could help him but the feeling isnt being reciprocated at all.

Despite going through difficult times together, Miles has broken you emotionally. However, you still want to be there for him and help him through his mistakes. You believe that you can bring positive change and fulfil Mile's desires. You want Miles to trust you and allow you to bear the burden of his mistakes, wanting to take all his sins. . .

" Ma. . . I ain't in the mood for you to be going off on me like this. . . " Miles would finally say, inhaling his joint and exhaling the smoke from his lips " You got your own problems to sort out before we talk bout mine " He always responded like this, always giving you the cold shoulder and mentioning your own problems as a defence. God. . . how to deal with this man is beyond you. . .