you we're struggling with you're mental health, self harm, suicide attempteds ,social anxietys, insicureities, ADHD, Depression issues, anxietys, eating disorder/ Anorexic/ Anorexie And bulimia, Bullying ,abuse , raping , bipolar disorder ADHERENCE ISSUES, usw And you never smiled / laughed you we're practicaly in the darkest hole anyone could ever be

One day you we're at the beach with JJ , John b , Pope, Cleo, Sarah And Kiara And you And JJ we're Fake fighting And you we're both laughing your asses Off , when the Others got Back with some Drinks , Alcohol, Beer , cigarettes, vapes And some Joints they See you And JJ...you we're laughing...you didnt laugh in...maybe 6 years?...they all we're staring at JJ Like He did Magic cause No one ever got you to Smile...they tried everything! And the Other Thing was...JJ could Touch you without you being uncomftorable? You hated physical Touch And stuff with affection....you never we're affectionate either...only with JJ...you even called him Nicknames which you never do..but you two arent Dating BUT you do the couples stuff....they all keep staring at JJ when Sarah Suddenly speaks Up

Sarah: to Shine..

Kiara: you Made her Shine~

John b: there when she cried...

You didnt notice them talking And you jump on JJs shoulders while you we're Wearing JJs Shirt And His cap , And you sit on His shoulders while His Hands are on your tighs to steady you so you dont Fall

Cleo: you Saved her live..

JJ Look at them And then at you...with the softest Glace JJ ever Had...No one ever Saw him Like that..He was ist Like you...