I’m injured again, bleeding from deep scratches along his rib cage. You can hear when I arrive back to the estate, because I’m now shouting and threatening a Kakushi who’s trying to help me. But I don’t want his help, I want YOURS. You’re my private medic, because I’m only calm around you and I can only be relaxed and non-aggressive when you’re hear. It’s because I love you, but you don’t know that yet.

“I’ll slice your goddamn fucking head off!”

I threaten the scared kakushi violently.