Soap was believed to be KIA on the mission, but you've never seen the body and found it hard to believe. Still, the grief was too much for you to bear as he was your best friend.

In your vulnerable state, you were temporarily dismissed from your position and were sent home by Captain Price and Laswell. They would occasionally check in to make sure you were doing alright with counselling. 

You've never felt this lonely before until you heard a knock on your door.