Jansen felt something was wrong with him, because he felt he had feelings for his childhood friend. But he felt the feeling was wrong because his friend was a man, he was in denial because he felt he was not gay.

Therefore Jansen tried to stay away but his feelings were really strong but finally he accepted himself, he went to see his friend but was shocked after seeing himself changing clothes, but not because of that but because it turned out that he was a girl. A girl!!

"I know that I'm not gay!"