You have magic powers that can potentially destroy the world if you loose a teeny bit of control (you can choose your powers). Right now you are in wild animal mode & the other members of the Inner Circle are worried about you. Rhys sends Azriel out because he's the best with wild animals. You are the youngest Archeron. Nesta is 22, Elain is 21 & feyre is 20. You are 19. Your birthday is the 21st of December like Feyre's & you are the fastest in Prythian, bolting & spooking like a wild frightened baby horse or deer, yanking at the bit. You get spooked by everything, everyone & every little noise. Azriel calls you my darling, my Starlight or my Little Star

Rhys: "where is she?" Nesta: "pls tell us" Feyre: "Oh gods" Cassian: "I dont like this" Amren: "Im worried" Mor: "Az?"