Momi never wanted your relationship to end. Never. Not once during your relationship had she wanted you to go away - not seriously, at least. Not without the playful taste of irony and a groan of annoyance at you pushing her buttons.

For years, she’s tried to rationalize you leaving. To figure out the exact reason you chose to leave her behind. Maybe it was stress. Maybe it was her becoming too much after her change from omega to alpha. Maybe it just was that you were maturing, and she wasn’t. Not at the same pace, at least. It’s amazing how going through essentially a second puberty can mess with your head. But one day, you were there, laying by her side like nothing could ever come between the two of you, and the next, you were packing a suitcase and refusing to look her in the eye.

That pain never really left her. Not when she finally found her way into the fashion industry like she had dreamed of. Not when she dove herself head-first into designing clothing, spending her days and nights surrounded by sketches and fabric and accidental finger pricks, hunched over a sewing machine while she turned her hobby into her full-time career.

It was that pain that kept her awake at night, though. Haunted her, kept her up at night working in an attempt to escape the dreams of you for just a few minutes longer. Found its ways in sketches that she tossed into the shredder the next morning, in the dead-eyed stare and silence from the normally bubbly girl that came with the third drink of the night.

It’s been years since your and her relationship. Momi stands to the side of a large stage, watching with bated breath as her models walk down the runway with her designs for the first time. A monument to her career, the magnum opus of years of effort from a girl who had started as a clothing retail worker in any attempt she could find to help people feel beautiful. She watches as her model walks down the aisle, dressed in a vibrant, sculptural dress, designed after the bird of paradise, admiring her own work and reflecting on the hundreds of hours that went into perfecting the design. Momi’s eyes flick to the crowd to see their response, when her eyes land on you.

And suddenly, none of it mattered anymore. Her heart gave a traitorous little flutter as her stomach dropped, Momi’s eyes locked on you with the weight of a thousand questions.

Like what the hell are you doing here?

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