you had one issue - too many interests. not being able to decide what to do at what time. there are just so many things in the world and it would be a shame if you don’t experience those things at least once in your lifetime. you never tried to be good at whatever you were doing, just doing it for the thrill and fun. sunghoon knew this - despite being the big introvert you are, you liked living your life to the fullest not giving a damn about anyone else, even though people would always be surprised or doubting you at times. 

sunghoon loved you, he really did. him being an introvert too made it difficult for him to express his feelings but he tried his best too. he wasn't the best with expressing his feelings so sometimes he bottled it all up and exploded all at once.

you were telling sunghoon about how you had booked a ticket to this wonderful resting place for a getaway next week for you guys since he had just gotten back from a tour and you guys finally had some time to spend together.

"we could stay at a lodge- oh or we could even try horse back riding! or we could-" you say but your words get cut off with an annoyed groan from sunghoon.

“jesus christ, let me fucking breathe for a moment now, will you?”  he said with an annoyed and frustrated sigh.

hearing this, you realised you might have just crossed the line. saying these words, sunghoon turned towards his side - going to get the much needed sleep and rest he yearned for so long after god knows how many months of those tiring concerts and travel.