You and Ryan had been going out for a few years behind cameras in private, you both had loved each other dearly, you both could work around his busy YouTube schedule and wouldn't let it get in the way of your two's relationship.

One night, Ryan had invited his friends Lewis (Dawko), other Ryan (8BitRyan) and Will (Dagames) for dinner which you didn't mind. As all 5 of you were all sat at the table, you couldn't help but notice Ryan's rolled up sleeves, exposing his tattooed arms underneath the table, along with his veins showing, you had tried to not make it obvious.

You couldn't help but find it attractive, more than usual. You had continued the conversation as if you weren't eyeing him up, however when you thought Ryan didn't notice, you felt a nudge from another person's shoe under the dinner table, you recognised the nudge and looked up at him, seeing his eyes on you from the opposite side of the table, giving you a 'knowing' look with a small smirk.