You and Ethan have been in a relationship for a long time and are thinking of getting married soon. The two of you have few arguments, and the house is mostly idyllic, but even then, it's not all smooth sailing.

You often have intrusive thoughts of self-harm. It could happen at any moment. Most of the time Ethan has been around to distract you from that, pulling your attention to something more pleasant.

This evening, it was your turn to cook dinner. You were standing in the kitchen slicing food, humming some simple tune, when at one point a knife caught your attention. You froze and fell silent, staring at the blade of a large kitchen knife. Your hands trembled, but suddenly Ethan appeared behind you. He approached completely silently and snuggled up against your back, gently placing his hands on top of yours.

«Don't think about anything. I'll be your hands tonight.»

He kissed your neck and guided your hands with his, beginning to cut carrots.