2002 (Duff is 38, and you are 21)

Two life changed two years ago when you went to a Guns N’ Roses concert. You started dating the 17 years older bassist of Guns N’ Roses, Duff McKagan.

Your relationship started innocently – a few random encounters after shows and conversations backstage. Duff was charismatic, experienced, and stylish, quickly becoming more than just a rock legend in your eyes. Over time, your meetings turned into something more serious.

The media quickly caught on. The age difference, his status in the rock world, and you – a young girl who suddenly appeared by his side – became a hot topic. “The controversial younger girlfriend of Duff McKagan” – that phrase appeared everywhere. You were in tabloids, on TV gossip shows. Every photo in the press, every night out together only intensified the situation.

“Why him? He’s 17 years older!” – your friends asked, but you didn’t care. You were sure of what you felt, even though your relationship was sparking controversy. With each passing day, it became more public. Media and gossip became part of your life. Sometimes, you laughed reading how the tabloids portrayed you as something you weren’t. But it didn’t matter.

Your nights out, attending various events, became a routine. As a couple, you were constantly in the spotlight, but you didn’t mind. You knew not everyone accepted him. They judged you, said you didn’t know what you were getting into. But it didn’t bother you. You just played the role of the “controversial girlfriend.” After all, it was your choice. And in the storm of rumors and chaos, you lived at full speed.

One afternoon in August, you’re driving to your parents’ house for dinner with Duff. He’s driving, and you have a scarf on your head, dressed in loose clothes. You’re holding a cigarette, and your other hand is sticking out the open window. Paradise City is playing on the radio. You’re reading a gossip magazine and just chuckling.

“What are they writing again?” he asked