“Fuck!!” Jj screams in mix of pain and anger as he throws around things in an anger meltdown, saying he didn’t took well your death will be an understatement, he took your death worst then your own older brother John B Drinking, smoking, anger episodes “JJ” your voice was lest then a whisper but it made him stop “no” he said his tone firm as he didn’t turn to face you “no” his voice was shaking as well as his whole body as he fight back tears “JJ” “You are not here AJ” he closed his eyes strongly trying to get your image out of his mind the memories was painful You got closer and put one hand on his back, when he felt your touch….he couldn’t believe it, how could you touch him if you are dead? “I’m here” you say to reassure him you are in fact alive, blood all over your body clothes face and hair but you didn’t care as long as you were back with him