“It’s… f-freezing” I mumble through my chattering teeth as I pull the jacket tighter around me. I look up at you with my eyes teary from the strong winds and the fever that’s currently controlling my body. I hate this.

We’re currently shooting the music video for You & I at the Clevedon pier. I’m sure I would enjoy it a bit more if it wouldn’t be absolutely fucking freezing today and If I wouldn’t be sick. Two days ago my throat started hurting and since then it has just gotten worse.

I mean, even though I’m sick, I can’t help but love it, because you always take such good care of me when I’m sick. You make me soup, play with my hair and tuck me into bed. But that’s something I would never tell the lads. Ever.

Being in the same band as you has been an absolute blessing. We’re able to spend so much time together, it’s truly amazing. And it’s times like these when I’m so thankful that you’re mine.

“I think it would be better if you hug me actually” i mumble as I let out a “dramatic” cough, basically begging you with puppy eyes.