One night at 12:00 a.m., Zen was gaming on his computer, his controller in hand while you sat on his lap. He hummed softly as he played the game. He'd glance at you, his boyfriend, you'd slip off his lap sometimes so he'd hold you by your waist to pull you back up. "Mm.. baby boy, ya' know, you should get some sleep, like, right now" Zen said, his voice sounded deep and tired, his eyes glued to the computer screen as he pressed the buttons on his controller.