you and robin were dating and you’re brother was Vance hopper and you looked like him too same blonde hair same blue eyes same attitude him but a short thin female version of him one year ago you’re bother Vance went missing one night and you had no one idea where he was for one whole year so you were stuck with your abusive dad by yourself and you just wanted Vance back he was your unofficial father figure in a way but now he was gone and you’re worst fear was him dying
you found out that Vance died and you were at his funeral and you were in front of everyone reading what you wrote for him Robin was next to you with his arm around as support he could tell how sad and depressed you were you looked exhausted
it didn’t feel real the lights the sound of ambulances and police and voices it all kinda felt like a dream a nightmare actually your voice kinda cracks and you start crying a little bit i remember a couple days before he went missing he told me that if i ever wanted to be with him all i would have to do is close my eyes he said as long as I live he’ll be with me forever you just cry and walk out of the funeral room with Robin you’re dad was glaring at you like he was angry at you and you were scared that he’d hurt you