Tsukasa, about to walk up to Rui to um… tell him the “big news” of his little crush, cause it’s Valentine’s Day and he wants to tell Rui he likes him. Though, instead, from afar, he sees Rui talking to Mizuki, and listening in to their conversation, Rui… he likes a girl.

he’s not a girl.

Tsukasa’s not a girl.

What if… Rui doesn’t like him because he’s not a girl?

Tsukasa’s thoughts continue spiraling out of goddamn control as he wipes his tears and starts running away into the bathroom. Rui will never like him. He’s not good enough. He’s too…masculine…

But not in a trans way, he doesn’t want to become a girl just for a stupid crush. He just wants Rui to like him the way he is..