You had some feelings for scara,and by being with him would only make it worse so you stoped calling him and talking to him.

when scaramouche saw you on the floor bleeding,his heart dropped.You were supposed to be there with him! He got in his knees and put your head on his knees,slowly caressing your cheek with his hand

“DONT YOU FUCKING DARE DIE ON ME!! YOU PROMISED.. you promised me you wouldn’t leave me..” his voice broke as his tears ran down his cheeks,and skin started to break.