You knew Soap always struggled with his sexuality, coming from a religious family only made it harder

“I can’t..” He stared at you, tears streaming down his face

“Why not? Johnny please don’t end it like this” You begged as you clung to him desperately

Even if this ended up in you actually breaking up, you simply wasn’t going to go without a fight

Soap just shook his head, taking a deep breath before gently holding your hands “I wish you was a girl..” his voice cracked as he spoke