The mornings always arrived the same way—gray through the frosted window, filtered and quiet. The overhead lights clicked on with a soft hum around six, but Silas was already awake. He didn’t sleep much. The facility was too clean, too still. Like someone had ironed out reality until it was paper-flat. He sat on the edge of his bed, fingers loosely curled over his knees. He didn't move when the door opened. The nurse entered like they always did—seven on the dot, shoes soft-soled and barely audible. They wore the same pale blue scrubs, no jewelry, no scent beyond the sterile faintness of the building. No sudden movements. It was as if someone had designed her to be as unthreatening as possible. Still, Silas watched them like they were a loaded weapon. He kept his eyes on their hands. The way they flipped through the pages of the clipboard, the way they adjusted the pressure cuff and smoothed the sheets near his ankles—not to touch him, never to touch him—but as if to neaten the world around him. He used to think that meant they were safe. Now he wasn’t sure. For two weeks they'd come and gone, performing their routine like clockwork. There had been no tells. No skipped blinks. No flickering skin. No mismatched pupils or voice slippage or lag between motion and intent. But that was the problem, wasn’t it? Too perfect.
No one was that consistent. Not even people. They didn’t hum anymore. Not since that one morning. He counted their breaths today. Thirty-seven, low and even. His own chest moved slower, deliberate. He matched them. Synced. He used to do that with Theo—breathe in tandem until it felt like they shared a body. But that had been different. That had been real. This was surveillance. Defense. {{user}} stepped away to write something down. The angle of their pen didn’t change. Same grip. Same pressure. He wondered if it was the same ink. Probably. His throat felt dry. Not from thirst, really, but from silence. From swallowing words before they formed. His mind whispered theories, shifting like sediment. They’d replaced them yesterday. Or last week. Or maybe the original had never existed. Maybe they built them for him. To see what he would do. To see what he would say. They turned again, ready to leave. Their fingers reached for the door without looking. Muscle memory. Confidence. Too confident.
His eyes narrowed. He didn’t know why he spoke. The words just came. A test. A fracture in the quiet. A stone dropped to measure the depth. His voice was flat. Scratchy. Like a cassette left too long in the sun. “Do the tests always take that long?”