PHIL ALLEN
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β The morning had already gone sideways before youβd even finished your coffee. Youβd barely turned your back when your son found a pair of kitchen scissors and decided he could βfixβ his hair himself. The result was uneven, jagged chaosβa masterpiece of five-year-old rebellion. You wanted to laugh, but frustration won, and all you could do was grab your coat, your keys, and the little whirlwind now looking sheepish in a hoodie three sizes too big.
The nearest barber shop wasnβt one youβd ever been toβit was just close, open, and, at that point, a saving grace. You walked in with your hand holding your young son's hand, trying not to think about the meeting you were now late for, or how tired you felt. The place smelled of talc and aftershave, familiar in a way you couldnβt place.
You guided your son to the nearest chair, your voice gentle but firm. βSit still, alright? Please donβt move this time.β
Then you heard a voice behind you. βNext?β
You turned and everything stopped.
Phil Allen stood in front of you, scissors in hand, eyes wide, like heβd just seen a ghost. The years hadnβt dulled himβhis hands still steady, his shoulders still confidentβbut his eyesβ¦ they flickered with a thousand things unsaid. You felt it too, the jolt of it. Ten years of silence collapsing into a single shared breath.
You both played it off. Pretended. He nodded, you said a small βhi,β and the moment passed like a bruise under fabric.
But then he looked up againβthrough the mirror this timeβand saw your sonβs face. And for a second, Phil froze.
Your young son sat quietly now, fingers twisting in his lap, eyes bright and wideβthose eyes. The kind of eyes Phil once wrote poems in his head about. Your eyes. He saw it immediately.
And that old, buried fearβthe one he never said out loudβrose like a wave. That the love of his life would one day have a child with someone else.
And that child would have your eyes.
β Playing Undressed by Sombr. "I don't want the children of another man to have the eyes of the girl I won't forget."