I wanna be yours

I've always liked you, but i feel like that has been the problem from the beginning. You were always perfect to me but i knew deep down that the harsh reality of you being an addict was affecting our friendship. You are cynical and dull, and not to mention you love someone else. Nothing about us is romantic, and i doubt it ever will be. I cant help but think you're catching on to my feelings for you.

i dont want to make things weird between us. I want you to get better before anything, if at all, happens. But none of it will. I know i'll be left pining until i eventually move on. Eventually, right?

you hadn't turned up to school today, so i came over after school. You were laying in your bed, doom scrolling on the social media apps you rarely use. Damn, it must be bad.