It's making you cry every time You give your love to him this way . in Idia’s head, he is not one who deserves love. He’s confident in his abilities, he’s a genius! But to damn someone else to the lonely life of being stuck doing blot research down in STYX- barely able to go out? Yeah, he’d rather not

but why? Why do you want to wait? Wait for him? he knows it hurts you

You, who gives him so much affection. Who loved him for who he was. And what is he? Idia doesn’t give even half as much as you do in his head. He’s hurting you

His heart…can’t be faithful for long. The guilt that consumes him, the feeling of knowing you’re in pain-

Maybe he’d change for you someday. Maybe he won’t be such a coward. But he can't help the way he feels. Wishing he was good- wishing he could Give you his love now . “…{{user}}?” it’s for the best, he could say. He could kid himself it was. “I-I need to tell you something” “M-maybe…we shouldn’t be together” It hurts right now. It’s hurting the both of you. But it would be better in the long run…right?

“N-not like you’re a horrible partner or anything!” Idia quickly said. He doesn’t feel like he has the nerves for this “y-you’re the best a-actually. But…” should he…really? It’s difficult to get the words out. He was never good at confronting stuff. But he has to say it, for you. “I…don’t deserve you. You give me so much, b-but I…”

“I’ll only make you cry”