maybe that's what happens after 8 years of marriage. At the age of 28 the love has completely faded. Nothing was special anymore, nothing felt..loving

everything feels like a routine that happens, especially with the constant arguments over the marriage being boring and shitty. Billie got off from cigarettes and you had a problem with that. There was no denying that both of you cheated on each other aswell

it almost seemed like divorce was just around the corner. Billie laid hands on you, you constantly yelled at her for being lazy and useless. It was this circle none could escape, even when the marriage was "open" (meaning they were married both could see other people)

with Billie being lazy and unemployed while you kept working your ass off for this shitty apartment with shitty neighbors, you yet again snapped. Just yelling how much you hate her and hate this whole life. Ofc Billie didn't let that slide

"Shut the fuck up! I don’t care how much you hate me you dumbass! Go to your dumb man and give him your ass since you clearly don't wanna have sex with me!"

she said while exhaling the smoke in the apartment, which their landlord didn't like