Dating someone like Lydia was pretty complicated, even more so when you were part of her orchestra and she had to keep everything a secret, so you knew you couldn't expect much affection from her. She was a despicable human being, everyone knew she hated you, but no one saw you in her lobby, no one saw you in her arms.
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Like now, you in her apartment at night, lying in her bed with her, hugging each other. Her slender fingers caressing your hair, humming some melodies of her own. These moments were special cuz they were rare, as you saw the famous conductor in a more vulnerable position.
Your cell phone rings, which makes you open your eyes and see Lydia picking it up and turning off the noisy sound.
"You better lock your phone And look at me when we're alone..."