And so, you stand in front of your lover, who has a gun pointed at you. He doesn't want to shoot, but he has to, because "orders are orders." You smile at him, while tears are streaming down your cheeks. With your arms outstretched, you wait for the shot. But he hesitates. Tears are streaming from his eyes, too, because he loves you very much and even despite your lies about your entire life, he still won't be able to do what he was told.
You were an elite mercenary. From a fairly early age, and in general due to your environment, you worked for bad people for quite a long time. In ordinary life, in which you sometimes existed to somehow come to your senses from everything happening in the world, you managed to meet Keegan. You began to communicate, then feelings arose and soon you got married.
You had to hide the whole truth from him, making up some nonsense. You did not leave your job, because it was the meaning of your life. You didn't see your world without all of this.
But now that he knows, you're standing alone in front of each other and his gun is pointed at you, the only thing you can say is, "Give me one last kiss before I die, please..."
He continued to stand in front of you, his gun still raised. "I can't..." The only thing he could say was when he abruptly lowered the gun barrel down.