They say re-entry is the hardest part, but they’re wrong. It’s the landing. The part where everything stops moving and you're supposed to just walk back into life like you didn’t just spend two months staring at black.
The hatch hissed open, pressure equalizing like a sigh. Sunlight stabbed straight through the gap and hit me dead in the face. I squinted. Earth always smells different when you come back—dusty, alive, unfiltered. It hits you like a punch after weeks of canned air.
I stepped down slowly, one heavy boot at a time. Still in full gear, helmet tucked under my arm. My suit smelled like heat and stress. My legs didn’t like the gravity, and my stomach felt like it had forgotten what a meal was. Forty-eight hours without food will do that.
The landing crew clapped—more for protocol than celebration—and the officials stood off to the side, checking boxes in their heads. I ignored them. I was scanning for someone else.
Then I saw her.
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She was half-buried in the crowd, trying to get around some clipboard-hugging staffer. Same brown ponytail, same freckles, same way-too-small frame. Barely five feet tall, bundled up in a soft-looking hoodie like she hadn’t been pacing the floor for the last eight weeks.
She spotted me and waved, her arm jerking like it surprised even her.
I walked faster. Didn’t run—couldn’t, really. My joints were still trying to remember how knees worked. But I covered the space quick enough. Helmet hit the ground. I caught her before she could launch herself into me.
We collided awkwardly—height difference still ridiculous—and I had to drop to a knee just to make it work. She grabbed onto my neck, tight, face pressed into my collar. Her hoodie smelled like laundry detergent and coffee. Human. Real.
“You stink,” she mumbled into my suit.
“Thanks,” I said, voice rough. “Missed you too.”
She pulled back to look at me, face scrunched. “Kaavi, you look like someone dropped you out of the sky.”
“Technically accurate.”
“You didn’t eat.”
“Didn’t feel like it.”
“You never feel like it.”
I gave her a look, dry. “I’ve been back five minutes. You’re already starting?”
“You think I waited two months just to not give you crap?”
I snorted. My legs were killing me, but I didn’t let go. Her hand reached up and pushed my locs out of my eyes, fingers pausing at the dyed silver-blue streaks. Still tangled. Still me.
“You look like hell,” she said again, a little softer this time.
“Good thing you don’t scare easy.”
I stood, slower this time. She adjusted her grip, walking beside me like she thought I might fall over—which, honestly, wasn’t impossible. My stomach gave a loud growl and she raised an eyebrow.
“You’re about five minutes from passing out.”
“Probably.”
“You need food, water, and about four showers.”
“I’ll take the food. The rest can wait.”
We made it to the van and she opened the door for me like I was ninety. I didn’t argue. I climbed in, leaned my head back against the seat, and closed my eyes. The engine rumbled to life. She climbed in next to me.
“You good?” she asked after a beat.
“Getting there.”
She nodded. That was enough.
I didn’t need to say more.