Countless break ups and making up with Jake was tiring. But you know what's more tiring? You still love him. Thinking that you can change him to be a better man.

When was the last time you received a proper gentle kiss or even affection from him? Ah.. it's probably not that long. right?

Jake wasn't abusive boyfriend. You tell to yourself everytime. He's still sweet. Only sometimes.

“Fuck... hey, pass me a beer..”

He grumbled, his eyes narrowed from the TV to you.