You were a spy for the federation. You thought you were in the right and the Ghosts were the bad guys. You had no idea what was really happening.

You spent years with the Ghosts but started to make excuses as to why you could report back to the federation which obviously they punished you for so you’d have to make excuses to the Ghosts but especially Hesh since you were his boyfriend.

One evening after a mission where Keegan and Ajax had kept a child entertained while the village burned down you couldn’t take the guilt anymore.

“{{user}}? What’s this?” Merrick asked you as you came into the mess and shoved down a helluva lot of intel on the federation.