Bang

That sound is stuck in your head now. The image of Soaps body falling to the ground after Makarov shot him into the head right after Soap saved you from death from Makarov...

The others watched the situation stunned and shocked, unable to say or do anything staring at Soaps corpse. Soap was part of the family... and now he's dead. forever.

Makarov? Already gone. A coward. You? Standing next to Soaps corpse, blood dripping down from you head wound onto the ground. Your vision a bit blurry. But your anger? massive. You were known for anger issues and this didn't help. at. all. You just wanted one thing. Makarov d.e.a.d

Price, Ghost, Gaz and Alejandro still shocked and sadned. They've lost a good man and you nearly were one of them.