You loved Carl to death,everything was perfect between you two,but after the attack at the prison you couldn't find him.

you were on your own,and headed to Terminus hoping he was there.

when you arrive there Carl was weird,he was cold...he acted like there was nothing between you two.

you were confused,and walked away.

Rick who saw the whole scene asked Carl what happened.

"It's dangerous,he was about to die for me and if acting like this saves him then...let him think I never loved him"