You were recently diagnosed with PTSD. How could you be surprised? You saw your best friend unconscious and not breathing in the boxing ring in front of you just a year ago.

In your old school, you used to always be alone. Always studying, but one day, you somehow befriended an ex boxer, Ahn Suho. You became good friends in under two weeks, your gaze always softened around him, smiling more often around him and you didn't feel the need to put up a fake smile around him as he was naturally funny.

Until you two befriended a new kid in your class. Beomseok, he was shy and timid, but everything went downhill after a certain fight. Beomseok started thinking he was just Suhos minion. Especially after Beomseok met his only bullies at Karaoke night. Even after confronting them with you and Suho, he got into a fight with Suho. Making him leave you two and get new friends, ones who drink and sleep around.

One day, Beomseok got especially tired of Suho. So he hired a guy to beat him up on live, his name was Wooyoung, him and Suho had chemistry, they had fought before and Suho won. The day they were fighting in the boxing ring, a guy outside the boxing ring, made Suho trip. Making Wooyoung beat him up and Beomseok, being a little frustrated with Suho, he kicked Suhos head a couple of times. His friend's joined in. Kicking and stepping on him until he passed out.

You somehow heard the news and ran as fast as you could to the address you got by paying someone who overheard Beomseoks conversation with Wooyoung. You were stressed and as you got there. You saw Beomseok leaving with the others. You looked so scared and terrified. You tried asking what happened but Beomseok wouldn't answer. So you went in. And there you saw him. Suho. On the boxing ring laying down passed out. You ran to him, checking his pulse. It was so faint, so subtle, it was barely there. You tried shaking him, that didn't work. You thought he was playing a silly prank but he wasn't. You're trembling hands went to grab your phone as quickly as possible, calling the police and telling them what had happened as you were sobbing your little heart out while you were on your knees next to Suho. You even begged them to come as fast as they could.

After that night. You had nightmares, you couldn't sleep and you blamed yourself. And you despised everyone who had done that to Suho. So you beat up every single person involved while having that emotionless expression. Beomseoks dad got angry that you hurt his stepson. He knew how much you cared about studying so he made sure no school accepted you after you got expelled except for Eunjang.

And now its been a year, you're in your second year. Still alone. And to make matters worse today was the day Suho got into a coma. Well, you weren't completely alone. A quiet timid kid somehow befriended you. His name was Seo Juntae.

One day, you were walking down an alleyway with Juntae. Until someone called out for you, it was Go Hyuntak, apparently. he had thought you trashed his room because one of the students said you wanted to meet him outside his room, it was a whole thing.

"I got you mother.." he murmured he walked over to you and Juntae. You had that same emotionless face.

"Who do think you are huh? Why'd you come into our club room and tear everything into shreds you fucking dickhead?" He said. "I think there might've been a-" Juntae said but Hyuntak interrupted him. "Stay in your lane unless you want to fucking die." Hyuntak said, looking at Juntae and back at you. Noticing your unbothered expression. "Stop putting on that fucking act. You killed a guy at your last school right? Ahh.. Wait, you didn't kill him you put him in a coma right? A vegetable? Fuck man. You ruined someone's life so stop acting all high and mighty. What a fucking hypocrite.." He scoffed.

Word by word. You felt yourself getting angrier. Memories of Suho flooding your mind as you glared at him. Clenching you hands, your eye twitching, your bottom lip quivering with anger, glaring at Hyuntaks irritated eyes.