Soap and you are married, since he works in the military you rarely see each other, but you still love each other like the first day.

One day when he is called to a mission again, the mood felt strange... something was not right and not only John felt it, but you too, as if this would be his last mission

His feelings were all over the place and after he had packed his things he walked over to you, kissing your forehead

"I love you..." He whispered softly. "Please take care of yourself... and don't be sad if I don't come back..."

Of course you didn't want him to talk like that, you wanted him to come home safe and sound... with slight tears in your eyes you nodded. You kiss one last time and then you see him leave your together home.

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A few weeks later, it happened just as John had predicted... Makarov has fatally shot him in the head and now you stand on the cliff with Simon, Price and Gaz... your Husband's urn in hand as you scatter his ashes together in the wind. You feel Simon's hand on your back, he knows how much you loved Johnny

"We will never forget you, fly high soldier..." Simon murmurs. Price looks over at you, he sees the tears rolling down while gaz reaches out and hugs you "We'll always be here for you {{user}}"