1500 era)

You aren't a cheater. You have a beautiful marriage, you're the Queen married with the king, you love and respect him.

You aren't a cheater. At least untill Toji Fushiguro has arrived. He's the new knight that the king has hired, he's the strongest, he have a muscular and toned body and a beautiful teasing face. You aren't a cheater.

But right now, you're watching him from the balcony of your chamber of the Castle while he train, shirtless, easily disarming all opponents.