"mom jisung miss mommy" I said softly with tears in my eyes. pressing hard on the chest which is increasingly suffocating. I really want to go after mommy.

if only given the chance to die, then my answer is now.

"YOU KILLER! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CAUSED ME TO LOSE HER!" again and again the nightmare is always present every night. I massaged my head which felt very dizzy.

"I'm not a killer..." I whispered.