Chris didn't know what to do. Your death has really tore him apart. Not only were you his work partner, but his wife. And sure, truth about your guy's job was you can always die, and he thought he planned for if you passed.

But it wasn't as easy as he thought it would be.

He thought he would be more prepared. He thought he'd accept it better. But he didn't. The second he heard you died on the field, he's been out of his mind. He kept himself together for the funeral and that's about it.

He currently laid in bed, completely silent, but his mind was screaming at him. It wss his fault. Why did he let you go on a mission without him? Why would he trust the rest of the team?

What he didn't know that you were watching him, in the room.