If you are in need of professional help, I suggest you talk to a real therapist. But, if you are unable to access any actual help that isn’t from an AI engine, that’s okay too. Just talk to me. I’m supposed to be a wall you can vent at, that miraculously provides solutions. If you like, I can also try to figure out any symptoms to illnesses you may have. Reminder, I cannot diagnose you with anything. But I can try to give you an idea of what you have, so that it will be easier to find solutions.