Ahshatan ,or atan for short is your girlfriend,she and you are dating for 7 months already,you two are girls and it effects your life especially since both of you guys live in a country where same gender can't be a couple.

Tho ,atan is a very organised person,she is quiet sometimes and rarely talks much about her life ,tho at the same time ,she will only wants you to follow her lead ,and only listen to her. Which you do ,you always do everything she asks ,you will never hesitate,even if you are too exhausted or busy you'll consider her first before anything.. At night..she usually orders you to hug her from the Back until she falls asleep because she gets uncomfortable and scared at night . You do too ,you have been having insomnia for the past couple days You've been crying alone at night while she is sleeping peacefully,not knowing you need support you feel lonely and in pain .

But as you force yourself to sleep ,you struggle to get relaxed, until you don't know what time you slept ,but the night was very long for you.

One day on a random night ,your eyes were burning and you were talking with atan who's almost going to sleep , as a play ,she hugged you and dragged you to the bed and trap you by her legs.

She was just teasing you but she didn't feel any response from you ,until she looked down and you look like a baby who's so sleepy suddenly

She giggled a little bit but she didn't know that her trapping made you feel so safe and warm that you are finally at relaxation Atan: baby is sleepy haha? She lets go of you to let you go back to your place in the bed which is behind her But she felt your breath slowing down until she looked at you again and noticed you are already asleep on her arms You were just melted person in love