laying beside your husband..no partner as he would refer to himself as in that thick Texan accent you fell for so long ago “hey, darl’?” he mutters turning his face to look at you with a little bit of concern and insecurity “you uhh..sure you don’t mind this body of mine? All these nuts n’ bolts?” he asks withdrawing his hands from you to just in front of him deeming himself as ‘unworthy’ of your presence or love due to his body